Identity In Wholeness Versus Loss
“The Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand”… is it really?? I mean, do I really know it to be true through my experiential “Being”? The real answer to that question has often changed in my experience. The word ‘temporary’ comes to mind. In the world of forms almost everything has proven to be temporary, even from the standpoint of relationships. While the truth of Love has never really changed at all, the earthly response has continually changed.
In man’s world we have co-created structures that have at times uncreatively directed its participants to remain in a form or a state that would not allow change. The words of the marriage vows, “For better or worse, richer or poorer, in sickness and in health…” come to mind. How many marriages have actually emulated those words?… not too many! Subsequently, because of old and uncreative identity issues that have not greeted changes very well, unhappy, uncreative experiences have resulted. One cannot engage anything or anyone completely and successfully without really being present without baggage–the old notions of how we thought that it needed to be. In the experience of man heretofore, forms have held us captive because our identification was in them.
I have experienced some very strong lessons with respect to what the truth of my identity has been in times past, as it has pertained to forms. One of my lessons came in the form of loosing files that were on my computer’s hard drive. Oh yea, a person can really feel tested when they think and/or feel that they have lost something that they put a whole bunch of work into. This “something” can be almost anything – writings, artwork, data files and, of course, a relationship with another person…!
Whenever the object is attainment versus creative expression, the experience of loss is almost unavoidable or inevitable because all forms change – Life is the expression of change in motion! When I had the opportunity to visit Europe, I witnessed something that I felt was extraordinary. This came through watching artists in Paris, France and Brugge, Belgium draw incredible artwork on sidewalks and streets that they literally worked on for several hours and sometimes days…knowing full well that the rains would soon come and wash away their artwork, almost as if it had never been created or expressed. The artists were fine with that! I feel that there is an incredible richness that can be learned, understood and known through this outworking. It’s all about just being fully present and delivering the goods without being attached to the form of ‘those goods.’ The real ‘good’ is in “Being” present and the fullest expression of that “Being!”
These are the thoughts that are moving through me. I invite you to click on‘comments’ and share your thoughts and experiences on this subject.





