Did you ever notice that you had to get to that place in yourself (in consciousness) where all the old tapes stopped playing?  Or, perhaps, they continue to play, but you don’t choose to tune in to them any longer!
 

I find myself not being interested in the same old anything.  Even survival, itself, is taking on a new meaning.  It’s as if my capacities can no longer stay the road of participating with things that are passing away.
 

To be afforded awareness and vision can be very challenging; while still working with the earthly conditions undergoing such extreme transformation.
 

The question keeps coming up in my consciousness – “Where do I belong?”  Where can I serve my truest vision best?  Who, if anyone, should be in my company or at my side?  These are the questions that hold my inner consciousness captive.
 

A dear and very wise friend of mine might say to me that anything out of the present moment is cloaked and clouded with illusion.  The human experience, in this regard, can seem as a paradox.  We have relationships and a variety of circumstances.  At times, perhaps most of the time, there seems to be parts of the whole equation that counter logic and creativity.  It is a very sobering experience to see the truth; while observing so much that doesn’t support anything other than chaos and bedlam.
 

Logic would dictate that there is a larger clearing and transformation at hand, and that the changes that need to come are coming; some swiftly and some more slowly.  It can all appear like things are out of sorts, but there is something behind it all that is honing the world to be that which it was meant to be, once again!
 

With so much appearing to be out of sorts in the world around, it is imperative for me to continually seek the place of peace within myself.  From my place of peace and tranquility, I do find a home (the truest home that I know).  In this place, I also find the company of Spirit.  In this space, I am never actually alone.  Some say that all such inferences and possibilities are but an illusion.  But for me, if it is an illusion, it is a very creatively consistent illusion.  From my journey and for my journey’s sake, I can only say that, creative consistency is invaluable.  And so, without knowing any better, I pay homage to Spirit.  The Holy Spirit serves me well!  I honor Spirit’s place of Being!